Now blogging in total darkness as my mother intentionally dismantle my room light switch and power plugs.

She dislike me going too close with my friends, like Mervyn and Yj, she prefer a loner and anti-social child rather than going home and to school with them.

Thus in-turn cursed me to meet with mishap on Pahang waterfall trip on 2nd May.
She dislikes me being independent. I finally could understand why she forced me to join NPCC; she wants me to me disciplined and listens to her instruction.

Had a colossal dispute with her today after returning home from school, she blames me for coming home late and asking my father to fetch Mervyn and Yj home. I have The Adventurer Seeker CCA till 0930pm. Poly life is enjoy in school while reaching home seeing a sulked face everyday spoils the night.
Telling me that
“I am your mother”
Therefore I need to report to her my every movement.
Ernest and Authority doesn’t mix.
Just as I dislike NPCC to the core.
So what if you pay for everything?

If five years down the road when I start to pay for everything would she bark when asked so?

For those who doesn’t understand why I detest my mother to such intensity,
As;
For the 1st six years of my life I was living with my aunt, although life isn’t that comfortable there. There is parental love. My mother is no different from a cold ATM machine.
Secondly, she cause me to be beaten up by my father or computer being flung across the room onto me because she complained to him as I didn’t complied to her commands.
Thirdly, when every time I ask her questions, she would just ignore me and continue to do her things and scold me when I ask a second time.


Good Night and Good Bye


When she curse me something bad would happened just like that time when I cycle and crash into the lamp post at changi beach. She curse me to fall down because I didn’t follow her down to grandmother house.

What A Wonderful And Caring Mother I Have