Thursday, April 24, 2008

Frustrated by my mother irresponsible actions is a daily incident.
Her typical Chinese mind-set just makes me abhor her even more.
She wants people to revere her even she don’t deserve an ounce of respect.
She demands that I listen and carry out her every beck and call without hesitation.
I sense she is fearful, she fear that I might leave her when I am independent.

Which I certainly would

My resolve increase ten-fold today when she tried to prevent me from going on TAS Adventure Outing to Pahang Waterfall on 2nd may.

Her simple plan of assuring me that my passport which expired a few months ago, is still valid to prevent me from going for the trip failed after I asked her to show me the passport as I need a photocopy of it.
She blamed me that I didn’t take note of it’s expire date and thus I am irresponsible and scolded me for the whole morning.
How angry I could get with her?
When she had tried by all means to stop me from being independent
E.g 1) kept my passport even during overseas.
2) I couldn’t even draw out more than One Thousand Dollar
3) When I didn’t report my movement to her she sees it as a sign of insolence

If she every sees my blog, I believe I would be barred from using the computer.

As usual let’s end the day on a lighter tone, she fifty and dying.