Feeling cold all over despite the fever,
I could never get use to the feeling of isolation despite my love for seclusion,
Are they hugging FiFi without me?
Is Mervyn initiating all the cheers and is looking up when catching his breath?
Can Bruno endure not to laugh and cheer nicely?
Is Bing Hua doing ok and is it still him who is leading every cheers?
Can Ruth catch up during running and stairs climbing?
Is Su Maw breathless and whizzing like a horse?
Can Jit Siong breath and shout with ease with his inflame throat?
Is Marcus doing well despite his cough and exhaustion?
Can Noh endure through the Buddha claps and not look down?
Is Si Hui doing her leg raises properly and not panicking?

Stress had finally catch up with me,
It’s a shame that it have to be this way,
It’s would never be enough to say I’m sorry,
Everything we been through,
Everything we done together,
Every pool of shit we waddled through,

I’m sorry.