Ok happy times,
I had never looked beyond 30 in life.
That my expired date in life,
And thus I am living my life to the fullest.
I tired almost everything except in life.

Early maturity perhaps,
While people are sucking thumbs and crying,
I am being perched on significance of fiscal authority,
While people learning how to eat,
I learned how to get pleasure from intoxicating drinks,
While people are watching cartoons,
I am watching other things,

I loathe myself.
But there isn’t any way to re-live my life.
And it heartrending


Nope she isn’t coming back after 3 years,
Three long years,
If she is still around she would be 19
But she would forever be 16,
No one would cares,
Nor should I,
But,
There are too much regrets in life.
Hence we need to use calculator to count.

Emotional time once again,
But nah,
The SoE girl just looks like the “certain she”.And the best part I don’t even knows the SoE girl name