I am drained, exhausted by those people who I wanted to help. A little dose of appreciation is desired perhaps. Only the compassionate darkness and those serene icy breezes could comfort my soul, I am regretful as I only could hope things would turn out alright, how incapable I am? I remembered this day five years ago, it was a Monday, the start of the week in school. Those were the days which register nothing but fun in my memories. But I learnt that chances don’t come begging twice in life, maybe which is why most of us still live in our previous beautiful memories thus made mistakes which we shouldn’t have made. I should have chased her when she alights from the bus that night in 2004 after we watched movie under the stars. That is something I always remember, and sorrowfully regrets. I shouldn’t write on as this is an unrestricted-blog. Maybe some day I would writes, someday perhaps