Happy people don’t write, I am not trying to say I am unhappy but would someone write about their life when they are happy? No as they have more meaningful things to do.“Why are we here?” god must pulled a very bad joke even I don’t believe in one, I ain’t perfect when you are looking for perfection, you can’t anticipate for such high expectation either. To teach a dog to talk is easier than parenting, or should I put it in a simpler way it’s hard to be a single child with all the expectations of your parents on our shoulder. Heated debate arise everyday because of silly things, psychological warfare which destroy your pride and confident, can’t these just stop? NO and never I believe as both me and my mother are moving on a different wavelength and further apart, she believe that to raise a child all is need is money. With every dollar I spent I felt the void in me grew, the food felt cold in my throat, the wine only further burns. What I cherish in life is friendship. Ray is the friend I knows the longest other than JR which doesn’t counts but sadly Ray could be the most irksome person I every known, he attitude is just like my mother and worst still he writes twits! How many of my classmates could have the chance to meet friends online? I always believe when I joined an online clan or guild I wasn’t wrong but miserably people just don understand they stereotype them. It’s disheartening when Jin Wei crease all connections as he is the only few person I met in life which had such a nice character and could barbeque so professional. “Simplicity is where happiness lies” that is one big lies which I couldn’t understands.

I know that what ever I do here would be copied by someone who doesn’t have any idea of copyright thus I would not update everyday anymore.